Running

Daughter of the Creator

I’ve been doing a lot of running lately. Not the training for a half marathon, running circles around a track, hours on a treadmill, perfectly toned legs kind of running (I hate that stuff). But the mad running. The sad, lost and confused running. Lately, quite honestly, I’ve been running away from God. I’ve been doing a lot of selfish, sad sprinting, fleeing from God and from people who ask me how I’m doing. I’ve been running away from God because I feel like he messed up, or forgot, or had a bad day and here I am, displeased with his answers and I’ve resulted to running, a lot, hard–and my legs are finally tired.

I’m in a phase of life where I have gotten a lot of no’s. The biggest no came in the form of a rejection email, from an internship that I so desperately desired and felt…

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